POLICE POWER SOCIOPATHS

SEARCH AS YOU MIGHT YOU COULD NEVER FIND ANYTHING I HAD DONE WHICH WOULD HAVE HARMED ANYONE, NOR WOULD THERE BE ANYTHING I HAD STOLEN OR DAMAGED. BY 1974 I REALIZED THAT I HAD TO REGULARLY AND CONSTANTLY SMOKE MARIJUANA AND HASHISH TO ESCAPE THE VIRTUAL PARALYSIS WHICH I SUFFERED FROM AFTER MY 1970 INJURY IN A CAR CRASH. BECAUSE CANNABIS REGULATION WAS UNJUSTLY AND ARBITRARILY CRIMINALIZED I WOULD OFTEN BE IN VIOLATION OF THIS REGULATION AND THUS VULNERABLE TO ARREST. I WAS ACCUSED OF BEING MOTIVATED AND CAPABLE OF MANY FORMS OF POTENTIAL MISCONDUCT AND DEFAMED AS A DANGEROUS PERSON. THERE WAS NO WAY I WOULD DO ANYTHING WHICH WOULD EMPOWER POLICE TO COME TO MY HOME AND FIND ME SMOKING MARIJUANA.   THE STORIES TOLD ABOUT ME WERE INTENDED TO GET THE  POLICE ON TO ME. MY EX WIFE SAID I HATED LAWYERS AND POLICE  AND THAT "SHE HAD TOLD THE POLICE I WAS VIOLENT AND AGGRESSIVE". IT IS NOW 35 YEARS LATER AND I HAVE NEVER DONE ANYTHING VIOLENT NOR AGGRESSIVE, I AM NOT CAPABLE...

I WOULD NEVER PURSUE A VIOLENT OR EVEN UNLAWFUL SOLUTION, REVENGE OR REMEDY TO MY BEING ATTACKED, INJURED OR SUBJECTED TO PROPERTY DAMAGE? IT IS BECAUSE I INTEND TO NOT GET INVOLVED WITH THE POLICE AND I AM INSTINCTIVELY OR NATURALLY DISINCLINED TO PHYSICALLY DAMAGE ANYONE OR ANYTHING. I DO COMPLAIN AND PROTEST ABOUT BEING DAMAGED OR STOLEN FROM EVEN TO THIS DAY AS THE DAMAGE NEVER GOES AWAY. MY BOTTOM LINE AND MY ENJOYMENT OF LIFE HAVE NOT EVER BEEN RESTORED. I AM STILL  CASH POOR. I SPEND ALL OF MY TIME AT HOME ALONE AND BADLY CRIPPLED AND I AM ALWAYS APPREHENSIVE THAT SOME SORT OF RAID WILL OCCUR AGAIN.