SPECIAL NEEDS
NOBODY TOOK CARE OF MY "SPECIAL NEEDS" FOR ME. I THOUGHT THAT THE RIGHTS OF OWNERSHIP AND THE SAFETY OF A MORTGAGE FREE HOME WOULD MEET MY SPECIAL NEEDS. THESE NEEDS INCLUDE BEING ABLE TO THROTTLE BACK AND DO VERY LITTLE AND CERTAINLY TO NOT HAVE TO HAVE CONFRONTATIONS WITH POLICE UNTIL I WAS BETTER AGAIN FROM MY VIRTUAL PARALYSIS OR TONIC IMMOBILITY OR SHELL SHOCK LIFE I CAN BE IN A STATE OF VIRTUAL PARAL- ASIS AND I WILL HAVE TO GET TO MY FEET TO DEAL WITH THIS BULLSHIT! I REALLY THOUGHT I HAD BOUGHT MY LAND WHICH WHEN I WAS ON IT WOULD GUARANTEE THAT THIS COULD NOT HAPPEN WITHOUT MY APPEARING, AT LEAST, TO COMMIT AN INDICTABLE OFFENCE WHICH I WOULD NEVER LET HAPPEN. THERE HAS NEVER BEEN EVEN THE APPEARANCE OF MY COMMITTING AN INDICTABLE OFFENCE IN FORTY- FIVE YEARS AND I HAVE BEEN RAIDED AND HOME INVADED AGAIN AND AGAIN.